urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5 jetergrl5 jetergrl5@aol.com jetergrl5 2004-12-06T03:14:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:10734 2004-12-06T03:14:27Z 2004-12-06T03:14:27Z many things to be happy about this weekend:<br />-getting a phone call from silver on friday while everyone was at ecacs<br />-seeing amy fischer at a justice party<br />-a "lactaid" practice<br />-work tonight<br />-"i'm robyn and ...." at work<br />-sherm brunch with the whoooole suite for the first time all year<br />-i know who has me for ss!<br />-my new ballet flats! with the removable flower<br />-a soiree outfit!!<br />-a really good chocolate as a tip tonight for my favorite lisa at brandeis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:10354 2004-12-02T18:13:31Z 2004-12-02T18:13:31Z todays not even half over but i wanted to write<br />things to be happy about:<br />-being friends with erica friedman<br />-the joanna remember whens at breakfast<br />-during econ, i wanna date...<br />-getting erica a sandwich<br />-my 3 songs are still on repeat from 3 days ago! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:10238 2004-12-02T04:53:04Z 2004-12-02T04:53:04Z things to be happy about:<br />-getting through a whole chapter of psych<br />-loren was back today<br />-talking to yana<br />-a new cosmogirl! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:9910 2004-08-10T05:17:53Z 2004-08-10T05:17:53Z i'm scared, i'm so nervous to go back to school. i know i shouldnt be but i am. i'm just nervous for some reason i can't pinpoint it at all either. last year i was so nervous, but i had reason to be. i didnt know anyone or what it was gonna be like. now, nothing is like that but im just a big bundle of nerves to go back. maybe because im afraid of losing touch with people here. this summers been so different and its been hard with everyone and were all here. so im just afraid when were all spread out again, that it wont be the same. its two weeks till its time to go, and out of that 3 days ill be in rhode island. time is ticking fast.<br />theres so much on my mind right now. i dont even know where to start. i feel like im gonna suck at entertainment. i just don't know, my ideas and events are just gonna suck. im worried about it. <br />and my shoulder is really hurting again when i swim. im worried about that too. i thought it would be all better when i started again cause i took so much time off, but it hurts. i take advil now whenever i go to the pool and im just so worried about it. im afraid it might be my stroke or worse there will be nothing i can do about it. its really bothering me, both mentally and physically<br />today was krista's birthday. she turned 21! i missed having her around. its nice that shes back now but it sucks for her that as soon as she comes back everyone goes back to school. <br />and yesterday was catheryns birthday. i need to get her something, any ideas? really any would help at all<br />2 weeks! less than that now, its 13 days. i need to pack, theres still so much on my list to do, i finally organized it into just one big list today and theres so much.<br />tomorrow is swimming and then a cinderella story again with lisa gina alli and maybe krista and tine and chinese food too! i miss hanging out with these girls all the time<br />everything just feels so uncertain right now. not at all how i wanted to be at this time. i dont know whats going to happen with some things and i hate it. if you know me you know that one thing i hate more than anything is surprises. last year at this time, i felt things in my life were a lot more sturdy, for lack of a better word, than they are right now. i'm afraid things are just gonna fall apart in 2 weeks and that will be the end of that. there are somethings i know i shouldnt be worried about but others are just so unclear. its really upsetting me lately and i wish i could do more than ive done about it. i just dont know how else i can fix it more. <br />i really cant wait to see some people. im so looking forward to it. i love reunions, if you can call it that.<br />triathalon in 4 days! ahhh wish me and ali luck on it!<br />leave some please! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:9473 2004-08-08T22:26:36Z 2004-08-08T22:26:36Z where did the summer go? two weeks till i go back to school. I've been looking forward to it so much and now that it's almost here i dont know if im looking forward to it as much. I dont want to go back to classes and its nice not having to force myself to do anything but go to work, which i do enjoy here. but i miss people, some much more than others and there are others i just cant wait to see. i feel like i have a lot to do in the next two weeks, and im sure im missing somethings too. i have about 5 different to do lists that i need to combine and get stuff done. and there are plenty of things i want to do too before i go back. <br />i need to write my ol letters. but, i never got one last year, im not sure what to write in it and i need to call abra back about it. speaking of abra, i got this letter from her and its just so...abra. <br />and theres still something from last semester on my mind. it was so long ago, i dont know why i still think about it. <br />and im not sure why, but i have like no hours at work this week. im only working 13 hours, wed and thurs nights. which is weird cause usually i work 25-30 hours and two weeks ago i even worked more than 40. and kristen is on vacation this week, so i thought it was weird that im only working a little. more free time to get things done i guess.<br />me and ali have our triathalon in now less than a week away. i'm really nervous about it, just really the running part but i'm also really excited to do it. my goal is just to finish strong. and i get to see ali again! yay!<br />well im off, bye! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:9306 2004-07-26T01:50:21Z 2004-07-26T01:50:21Z 1. Who are you?<br />2. Are we friends?<br />3. When and how did we meet?<br />4. How have I affected you?<br />5. What do you think of me?<br />6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?<br />7. How long do you think we will be friends?<br />8. Do you love me?<br />9. Do you have a crush on me?<br />10. Would you kiss me?<br />11. Would you hug me?<br />12. Physically, what stands out?<br />13. Emotionally, what stands out?<br />14. Do you wish I was cooler?<br />15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?<br />16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.<br />17. Am I loveable?<br />18. How long have you known me?<br />19. Describe me in one word.<br />20. What was your first impression?<br />21. Do you still think that way about me now?<br />22. What do you think my weakness is?<br />23. Do you think I'll get married?<br />24. What makes me happy?<br />25. What makes me sad?<br />26. What reminds you of me?<br />27. If you could give me anything what would it be?<br />28. How well do you know me?<br />29. When's the last time you saw me?<br />30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?<br />31. Do you think I could kill someone?<br />32. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:8504 2004-06-02T03:46:35Z 2004-06-02T03:46:35Z Well its been a while, since i've updated but its about time again. I havent been up to much at all, working a lot. Also seeing all the girls. I went clubbing this past weekend with Jess and Lauren, i dont even know how to describe it. it was a foam party at gotham. They all had prom this weekend too, i only saw lauren dressed up as she was the only one who was ready before i had to be at work and she looked so pretty. what else have i been up to? i went shopping with tine, i've seen her a lot, more than mostly everyone else. and one day me her and lisa drove around, because theres so much to do in shelton. also, i went to see shrek 2 last week, which is so cute, i loved it. i've been getting things done, being productive and making this summer off to a good start. and just finished the complete first season of sex and the city, now onto the second, i LOVE it. today i worked, again tomorrow all day 11-9, but it should be busier than today. and thursday i hope its nice cause i want to go to the beach on my day off!! either then or on saturday. <br />i miss school a lot, i miss having people around all the time, i just get really bored here late at night. theres not so much to do, and were all on different schedules this summer. some of the girls still have school, lisa has hurricanes, tine works 11-4 weekdays, alli is starting to work again. its not as easy as it used to be. im glad to be home, at least for a little while. <br />on another note of deis, extremely sad about mike leaving. gonna miss him tons. hope all the seniors had a good graduation too. <br />i'm off to go watch miracle, and as long as shelton remains as boring as it is, i'll be updating more and more<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-i accomplished everything i had to today<br />-sex and the city<br />-courtney may come to shelton next week!, but that means i have to clean a lot<br />-tons of free time this weekend urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:8387 2004-05-24T05:31:43Z 2004-05-24T05:31:43Z well its be an awful long time since i've updated this thing. for a while i just didnt care to, i almost wanted to keep everything a secret. i dont know, just lately ive felt like ive had to write again. beware as this may be a loooong entry. so school ended, i really miss it so far. i miss seeing some certain people(some unexpectingly missing, dining hall food, work for only a 5 hour shift, always being around people and always doing something, someone always there to talk to, and this hope for a great summer waiting for me. while i miss school, this summer has not been bad. i've been working sooo much lately, like 30 hours a week, which is a lot for me considering my shifts are all 8 or 10 hours. im working like 4-5 days a week, depending on whos on vacation that week. so the girls that are there remind me why i hate shelton at times. theres amy who i love to work with but i never get to cause we work on opposite days. then theres katherine, she talks more than anyone ive ever met. shes one of the new girls, there actually all new but amy, and she just wants to know everything. and then there kristin who seemed really sweet. and these girls just talk about each other so much behind their backs and it just reminded me of high school and these vicious girls and i miss working with jesse and diana. speaking of jesse, i saw her the other day at the ice cream shoppe. shes been working a lot at ruby's, i want to go visit her there. so aside from work, i decided to make this summer productive and do things ive never done before. i painted and redid my room all by myself at my dads house, and it looks so much better. me and ali are planning on doing a minitriathalon in august, im going to cancun soon, im learning to drive stick shift, and possibly take a road trip with the baba. besides from working and getting things done, ivve seen the girls, not as much as i would have liked, but we still have a lot of time. gina, lisa, alli, tine, and dan came in to sass one night and then the next night we all went to what used to be rhapsody and just talked and hung out and with meghan too that night. it was nice to see her again. i miss them. that was the last i saw of them, they went to the movies last week, but i was working so i couldnt go. lisas doing hurricanes this summer, so it will be hard to see her cause shell be there all weekends, which is like when all my time off is. ive actually seen alli besides that because we go running from time to time, which we need to go more. the other girls, we went to the beach one day with them, both during the day and at night. and i also went out with lauren and catheryn to get ice cream the other day. it was laurens birthday on saturday too. were gonna go to a strip club this summer for her to celebrate. they have prom this weekend, and they all have hot pink dresses, i want to go see them all dressed up but i have to work unless theyre all set before i go in at 5. and im sure ill also see pictures. as for others.... nicole went back to school today, i didnt get to see her, i wanted to. i called her firday but lost service and then forgot to call back, but it would have been nice to see her. and i want to see other people too like chris and bridget and some others. i miss people from school. things are just kinda strange. just because i havent been here with these people for the past 8 months, i feel like i missed a lot and the swimmer girls were all still together and it just feels different with them. and with the others its like we have so much to catch up on, i miss them, and while i was at school, it was like we were all busy with our own lives to keep in contact constantly, now we really have no excuse. so i just want to see them more this week, and i should be able to cause im not working any nights but friday, so i can see them the rest of the nights. me and alli decided were gonna have a giant movie night this week and start in the afternoon. and stephs coming down to be with dan for a few days, itll be nice to see her again. tomorrow i have off from work, im not sure what im gonna do, probably give tghe girls a call. tine got a job, i havent talked to her in a week, i'm not even sure what it is. i'm such a bad friend. things here are the same, but so different. everythigns exactly how i left it but totally not at the same time. i'm sure you understand. so if youre reading this and i havent talked to you in a while, i miss you and sorry im so shitty at keeping in contact. I would like to cause this summer is gonna be great. till the next time i need to get something out, best urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:7792 2004-04-19T04:57:03Z 2004-04-19T04:57:03Z ive been busy busy busy and i havent had time to update. i actually dont even know if im gonna write in this anymore. i havent decided yet, i think it basically depends on my mood and lately i just havent wanted to either. so who knows. maybe i will after next week. have a good week! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:7529 2004-04-15T04:46:37Z 2004-04-15T04:46:37Z four weeks until school is over. it feels so soon but theres so much left to do. i have finals and papers and open house and bronstein and my se application and packing and quizzes and my birthday and banquets and work and its so much. i have this giant to do list for the rest of the semester of 22 things and only one is crossed off and ive had it for over a week now. i feel like im doing so much but getting nothing completey finished. work tonight, it was so fucking slow, i made 2 dollars and left at 645 because no one was there. im not working at the stein again until net monday. our banquet is sunday, im excited for it, were finishing our gifts tomorrow, we've been working on them forever it feels like but they're really cute. and then we had an se meeting! i love those, tonight was a lot about bronstein, its gonna be way fun, im sooo excited for it, y'all better be too cause its gonna be awesome. and then we had a birthday party in mod 15 for some of the april birthdays. it was so great seeing everyone again cause i really miss them. some of the team i never get to see and i want to. and then me jen ali and sharon talking for like an hour in matts car as our "play time". it was fun. i guess thats it for today. tomorrow i think i should go swimming, but i find it boring by myself. i used to like it a lot to go by myself and find it calming and everything, but now i still do but its much more boring. well good night!<br />things to be happy about:<br />-knitting my pretty scarf<br />-i fixed my computer today all by myself!<br />-seeing a lot of busdt tonight<br />-having no usem today or on friday urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:7384 2004-04-14T00:33:50Z 2004-04-14T00:33:50Z Vacation is over, back to papers and meetings and work and classes. so0 my vacation was good. i worked at sassafras twice, saw the prince and me with alli, had a movie night, hung out with all of the swimmer babes, saw my cousins for passover, saw michael, and went to utah of which i stayed with tine, met her boo, went to church for the first time ever, saw park city, and shopped more. it was fun, i missed her. so vacation was really good, i had a lot of fun, but i'm actually glad to be back at school, i like it here. today i finished my 10 page research paper, stuffed mailboxes(yay for bronstein!), and shopped at target. now i have so much more work to do. i made a to do list of everything in these next few weeks and i cant believe how much it is. i just have a lot to do and i feel like its all ive even been doing. its crazy. tomorrow is office hours and work and an se meeting. and tomorrow at work is a stein night which i dont want to work at all and i cant cause i have a meeting. <br />ai isnt on tonight due to bush talking, yuck <br />not much else is really happening, so i guess if something does...<br />things to be happy about:<br />-i saw six of the best at home, which is close to them all<br />-finishing my research paper<br />-everyone coming back today<br />-silver sandals urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:7114 2004-04-03T05:13:36Z 2004-04-03T05:13:36Z I"M IN SHELTON!!!! YAY!!! im so glad to be here, even though its only for like 4 days. so when me and my dad got back we went to sassafras and it was great being there. i saw sheena and alberto and i miss them. as much as i hate the stein, i absolutely LOVE sassafras. for those of you who dont know what sassafras is, its this small dinner, 11 big tables and 8 small tables, where i worked all senior year, half of junior year, and the two summers and winter break. and i cant wait to go back this summer. and sheena and alberto and anthony all said that jean and lousie have been like i cant wait till robyn gets back-theyre the bosses-and alberto said people have been asking about me and it makes me miss it even more. i love it there cause its so small that soemtimes they only have one waitress on and theres never more than two and its like always the same customers and minus one employee i love them, except jesse's now gone and shes the sweetest girl ever. but amy is still there and theres a new girl ill get to meet and its really good money and its six minutes from home when you get red lights and they have teh best soup ever and the best homemade ranch dressing-its sooo good and they have such good food and we can take it whenever we want and if my friends come in and its not busy i can sit and talk with them and we have amazing ice cream desserts and the specials are the same everyday so its not really like theyre specials and the cook likes to cook eggs high and thats okay cause hes co owner and i could go on and on about sassafras for soo long cause i love it there, especially when i compare it to the stein. anyway, tomorrow i want to get my nails done. theres a new place right down the street and i think im gonna go there whenever i wake up. and then ALLI!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited to see her, its been a while and i miss her like CRAZY. were gonna go the movies to see the prince and me and maybe a movie night after cause we love them. its a tradition between us. i miss her so much when im at school and were both insanely busy so its so hard to talk on a regular basis but i love it when she mails cards which she loves to do. i'm so excited to spend the day with her tomorrow!! <br />so time to backtrack a little. today i skipped class. its been like the only time this month too, ive been doing really well. and i got my math grade which was sooo much better, i dont need to drop the course now. and then i went swimming with. i did a 2800 then we did a social kick for half an hour. and we hung signs on the pool deck so all of you who are on busdt, you should go check them out sometime soon. and then came back and packed and pretended to do my papers due the day we get back from break which is ridiculous, 2 of them also. and then came home, we dropped erica off in west hartford. thursday was boring, didnt really do much, feel asleep really early cause ive had no sleep lately and ive been exhausted. and didnt really do much during the day.<br />im so happy to be home. id never though i would be to be in shelton this much, but its home and i miss it so much while im at school because waltham is kinda strange. they have all these rounded buildings on main street and the streets are so confusing and the drivers there are horrible and they have no diners. <br />oh and i hate i.t.s. they are the worst thing about brandeis. i despise them so much. my computer will not be running this week while i am home so i am on my home one. <br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-home sweet home<br />-allison michele rich all day tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!<br />-i am marrying robert marx the wednesday we get back to school<br />-swimming today and a long social kick urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:6879 2004-04-01T03:18:01Z 2004-04-01T03:18:01Z not a good day today. i am in a really bad mood and really really mad about something that i dont really feel comfortable talking about but if i like you and talked to you today you most like know what it is. so class office hours meeting with my uws professor se info night and then admissions phone a thon. busy day. nothing really exciting except the info session really brightened my day. home in 2 days i cannot wait and utah really soon. like a week till tine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited for that. not much else is happening so ill write again later when something more interesting occurs. <br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-actually getting ahead on my work instead of the last minute<br />-calling a million prefrosh<br />-how am i supposed to live without you has been in my head all day<br />-SHELTON SO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:6504 2004-03-31T06:33:29Z 2004-03-31T06:33:29Z i have so much on my mind that i cant get any work done, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:6219 2004-03-31T04:27:43Z 2004-03-31T04:27:43Z today was very very uneventful. i felt like i accomplished nothing. i had classes this morning and then an se tuesday. it was henna tattoos today. i got one on my left arm, a little flower. its kinda faded you cant really see it at all. and then i revised my usem paper and then i had work which was ridiculously slow but lisa and robert and lisas roommate came which was nice to see them. and now i have 2 outlines due tomorrow. one on a research paper of whihc i havent had any time to do research on so im not sure what exactly my outlines gonna be yet. tomorrow i have a meeting with my professor and then a thing for se then phonathon for admissions, but after i hand in my outlines i only really have math due on thursday which is left to do. and then home!! i packed last night and i have so much stuff im bringing back wiht me cause im taking all m winter clothes and everything i dont wear and boots and things i dont use and its just a lot. adn today i planned my schedule of break. i think tuesday is gonna be the day of just resting and doing absolutely nothing until its time for the seder in nj that night. i cannot wait to do nothing, i miss it. and im so preoccupied with some things that i just cant shake. i need some time away from brandeis. and i talked to jenna today and got a message from alli and it looks like im gonna see the swimmer girls on sunday and alli saturday i think. <br />oh and my boss got fired. it makes me really sad cause i really liked working with her. shes the short eccentric lady with the funky outfits and hair for those of you who have been to the stein. we always got things done and never had any problems with her there. its sad what they did to her and im not gonna go into it but i miss her there now, and from now on its always pete and i dont really like working for him. so thank gosh i only havelike 5 more nights there this semester.<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-im not working until 3 weeks from now!<br />-3 days till shelton<br />-i really like my henna tattoo<br />-rachel left me a surprise on my desk today! thanks! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:6115 2004-03-30T05:17:38Z 2004-03-30T05:17:38Z so ive realized that a lot of that last update doesnt make the most sense so you just have to work around it, sorry but thats my mind today. and arggggggggggggggggggg urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:5848 2004-03-30T03:14:03Z 2004-03-30T03:14:03Z *i believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of the heart*<br />i just heard that song and i like it, but i also really like the words to it. so yesterday was work. beth didnt work and didnt have a sub so it was just me and jen, a running around night, but i really liked it. it was a good night to work. i messed up one table i dont really know what i was thinking, its been one of two times since ive started waitressing 2 years ago. and i was exhausted i took a nap and woke up 5 minutes before i had to leave for work, it was just one of those nights. then after work, me and juliana went to usdan to do some work, i did math, she did physics and then talked to nathan for a while. i got a lot done. this morning was class and then lunch and then office hours. i did my math practice test in my office hours, and i actually get the most work done in that office than i do anywhere else, so i stayed a few extra hours finishing doing the practice test. then dinner with danny and my math midterm, which as bad as i was expecting, i should find out how i did before i leave this weekend. now i have to finish my christianity paper, which should only take like an hour and then an hour on my usem paper and some rest. if im not that tired, i need to get more work done because tomorrow is a happy tuesday from student events and i love those and then work at 430. so come to usdan tomorrow between 11? and 2 to get henna tattoos!! <br />anyway, i think i'm going crazy. everything i try to be doing is just going back against me. and exhausted still and so much to do. i just need to make if through 4 more days!!<br />oh and i officially hate my usem professor and i NEED to clean my room, its disgusting and pack for home and UTAH!!<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-tomorrow is henna tattoos<br />-4 more days till shelton<br />-my math test is all over!<br />-ai mowtown tomorrow! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:5625 2004-03-28T21:05:13Z 2004-03-28T21:05:13Z one more thing, i got this from robert and thought it was cute, try it:<br /><a href="http://moveyoassets.com/v.html?action=logout&id=d5d03fde4ab155adbc9d9a636a0712b0">http://moveyoassets.com/v.html?action=logout&id=d5d03fde4ab155adbc9d9a636a0712b0</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:5230 2004-03-28T20:45:20Z 2004-03-28T20:45:20Z 5 days till shelton. im so excited, i really just need a break and i have to get away from here for a few days. ive been home for two days and thats it since christmas, i just miss it. i need to get away from schoolwork and doing nothing and just this campus and the people here for a few days. i cant wait to get through this week. before i do, i have a midterm, hand in 2 papers, and do 2 outlines, plus regular homework too and work only twice though at the stein. <br />so yesterday was our student events retreat. we went to the boston aquarium and then the imax and to cheers for dinner. it was a good time. after that was modfest, oh man. and then i talked to avi for a good hour after.<br />i dont really have much i want to say so have a good day!<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-5 days till shelton and a break from schoolwork<br />-nails maybe on saturday<br />-6 of the best next week!<br />-the "penthouse" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:4911 2004-03-27T02:20:04Z 2004-03-27T02:20:04Z i figure its time i update this thing. so last i wrote was tuesday. so wednesday classes and then my first office hours during the day and then i had my meeting with coach, it was okay. we talked about the negative things on my sheet and it went a lot better than i expected. and my attendance for this season was 110 practices his way of counting! and then i went running because it was a nice day out and i felt like i should after the meeting i had with him. i did up to grad and back through and around the graveyard. and they patched our hole in the graveyard in the fencing that we go through to get back so i had to go through this little one, which still works but its not as good. and then my dad came. i miss him so much. hes been up in boston all week for his new job so he came and took me out to dinner. we went to panera, i love it there. next year when i have a car i want to go there like everyday. and we sat and talked for a while, i just miss him. and then i came back and helped make posters for the pep rally for the swimmers. we made some cute ones. then my floor, or some of it went to the movies to see eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. it was not my kind of movie. but it wasnt bad. then came back and did some more work. wednesday was a busy day. thursday was classes, a meeting with my ta about my paper, and office hours. i stayed there longer cause i knew i would get more work done there. and registered for classes, spanish was already filled so im on the waitlist so i registered for oil painting at 830-1030 int he morning on tuesdays fridays. i actually think itll be fun and i have to be up tuesdays anyway because of practice. then i came back adn took a nap and we had a freshman girls dinner that i was late to cause i took a nap before the stein. then after i came back and procrastinated all night, but it was fun. today was classes, then i went swimming, i did a 1650, a mile, and then went to lunch with danny. then i spent like all afternoon with erica. we went running, we went down by the commuter rail into the graveyard, through the graveyard, down to russell street and then up through south street. we ran for like 25 minutes i am gonna be so sore. then we went to the pep rally, it was cute, we did spin art. then me and erica went to go do cudas and we got there as they were finishing dryland which is what we wanted to do. so we did our own and then came back and i took a shower and then went to dinner with elana at the stein. thats dinner there 6 nights out of 7. and now im off to do math work, i have soo much and ill be doing it all night, all sunday, and monday too. tomorrow we have a student events day of a surprise in boston. itll be fun and then modfest after. and then sunday is math and work. i cant wait till this week is over and then its break.<br />so i sent a hugely long email to the best in shelton yesterday. i got two back from lisa and nicole, it was so nice to hear from them cause its so hard. were all sooooo busy, they all like to do as much as i do too for the people at deis. i want to see alli, lauren, catheryn, jenna, and jess next week when im home. and then utah to visit tine!! i cant wait for that. <br />so the title of this article is from dinner with the freshman girls. we were talking about how people write their deep dark secrets on their online diaries and then everyone knows them. i really like those girls. <br />im so tired. im so happy for this weekend that i can sleep. because saturday i can get up at 11 and 1130 on sunday which is the latest i will be able to sleep in 2 weeks. <br />me and elana went to look at our new home after dinner. im so excited for how close it is to the stein. im really looking forward to it. <br />im gonna be ridiculously sore tomorrow. but im really excited for it. im trying so hard not to forget my camera.<br />we decided today that i need flirting lessons<br />well im off to study oh and try to clean my room. its never been this messy before, its disgusting<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-one more week of classes before break<br />-fun se day tomorrow in the city<br />-i got the best letter in the mail yesterday<br />-avi told me in very endearing today, and i didnt know what it meant so i had to look it up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:4685 2004-03-24T03:13:58Z 2004-03-24T03:13:58Z i was just brushing my hair and i remembered something i wanted to add before and forgot. i wish my hair was so much longer so i could cut it off and donate it locks for love. its such a good cause. so is the ms walk which stephanie from stein asked if i would sponsor her and i completely forgot to give her money tonight until right now. im going to try to remember for sunday night. <br />thats all, have a good night all! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:4593 2004-03-24T02:22:26Z 2004-03-24T02:22:26Z i feel dead. im just so exhausted. the last time i got more than six hours of sleep was last wednesday. im so tired. i got out of work early tonight. it was so slow, there was no one there, i had 17 people all night. our new manager, forget what i said about more lenient than kelly. he wants all the salt shakers and the sugar packets at every table to be the same way. i feel like hes crazy. and i missed beth, she didnt work tonight cause she had a midterm. today was my christianity class this morning and my quiz in it. there was one i didnt know but i think i did okay on it. then uws and then a happy tuesday!!!! i love student events. it makes me soo happy and i just love it. we had cookie decorating today with white and blue frosting, the cookies were so good. and then we had "brandeis pong" which is like beer pong but without the beer and if you get in, you could either win a brandeis visor or a b wristband. it so great having all these people participate in it. i really want to do entertainment, its definately my first choice for next semester. they make people so happy and have small events all the time instead of just all semester planning one thing. i like production, i just think id like planning something sooo much better. applications come out soon. yay! <br />dads coming tomorrow for dinner, im really excited to see him<br />im almost a third done with my christianity paper and then only two more. im so overwhelmed.<br />yay for maya and chris being all americans!<br />i have to go do more work, its all i do lately<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-done till sunday with work!!!!!!!!!!<br />-9? days of work at the stein for the rest of the semester<br />-another two hour american idol tonight<br />-brandeis pong in usdan urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:4147 2004-03-23T04:34:46Z 2004-03-23T04:34:46Z i am so overwhelmed right now, that this is my break from everything. today was classes then lunch then homework, then meeting with my professor, then starting one of my three papers, then work, then se meeting, then studying for christianity, now a break from more studying and writing more of that paper and finishing my uws homework for tomorrow. i even stopped at java city and got a carmel javafrio and i hate coffee. absolutely hate it but i need to stay up tonight. ive only had coffee two other times this whole year, both times when i had papers due the next day and still a lot more to write. i just am disgusted by the way it tastes. so work tonight wasnt that bad. it was busy early on which is nice, and the tips werent that bad. miriam wasnt there so we were kinda shorthanded, i just had a lot of sidework to do, like all of it i did. thats why i love working sundays, cause beth and jenn always always do it too. and our se meeting was very eventful, im so excited for like all of the upcoming things. a happy tuesday is tomorrow, come to usdan during lunch and make blue and white cookies. i need like 6 more hours in my day this week to get everything finished, i think its gonna be 2 oclock nights every night this week to just get my work done. i cant wait for break in two weeks because ill finally be able to relax for once. <br />for when i have time, i just want to write another superlong email to all you in shelton to let you know whats happening because i feel like i have a lot to talk about and i really want to hear from all of you too. <br />i dont know whats going on with me but there are still some things really getting to me, im not entirely sure why on all of them, but you know how it is when things bother you like crazy? im like that right now.<br />things i need to do before break in two weeks: uws paper, christianity paper, usem paper, usem revise other paper, math midterm, christianity midterm, se application, swim evaluation(coach is gonna killme cause i havent finished filling it out yet), more work, and read a new book for usem-notice we have a ton of work for my usem, i have a horrible one<br />well my break has been long enough and i need to get back to finishing studying and all the rest due tomorrow<br />dont forget-happy tuesday tomorrow<br />oh and if you're on busdt, can you teach one of my lessons this saturday from 1230-1, please please<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-one more day at the stein of this crazy marathon<br />-dinner with my dad on wed and freshman girls on thursday<br />-this semester is just about 2/3 over!<br />-modfest this saturday possibly urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:3940 2004-03-22T03:23:34Z 2004-03-22T03:23:34Z i feel so dead. im just exhausted. last night i could not sleep, i was up all night till 5, it was so bad no matter what i did, i just couldnt fall asleep. i think i had too many things on my mind. so this morning was housing, we got our suite, big surprise, my new home next year is officially rosenthal south 304C. then the suite who was here and not in ithaca this weekend went to breakfast at sherman. it was so good, only the second time ive been to breakfast there all year, its the best meal they have there. then came back and took a nap till 2 and then went to the library, where i sat there for an hour not doing a thing. all i got done out of soo much i have to do is read the bible. i still have enough time for all my papers and everything i just wanted a headstart to them. so after being bored out of my mind at the library, i came back here and did absolutely nothing until work. work tonight wasnt that bad. a little slow. sharon came in to get a to go order and robert was part of one of my tables. but overall it was better than its been. and steph didnt work tonight, a little sad. and now im just procrastinating again from doing more work. i have a ton of usem stuff due tomorrow and then math and then nap for an hour then a meeting with my usem professor then work then se meeting!! its gonna be another long day. <br />oh, and i got a phone call from the justice about wanting to ask a few questions about housing, do i do it?<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-all set and no problems with housing<br />-new apron for tomorrow<br />-my dad's coming wednesday<br />-2 more nights! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jetergrl5:3693 2004-03-21T03:18:23Z 2004-03-21T03:18:23Z what an exhausting day. so lessons this morning. i'm all done with lily. shes not coming back. and then i had one of ericas who listened so well, i wish she was mine. and after lessons me and sharon swam for about 40 minutes. i did a 2000, it just felt great. swimming is definately helping my mood, i love it, i dont know, just being in the water does something to me. and then we had playoffs for volleyball. didnt go so well, were #6 no im champs shirts for us. and then work at the stein. new manager pete seems even more lenient than kelly. hes a nice guy though. umm work wasnt that great, my tables sucked, i actually really want to go back to sassafras. and now im exhausted and i think i may just go to sleep im so tired. im still so worn out from john mayer and then working every night this week and not taking any naps, im just ready to drop dead. and i still have 3 more nights before i can. tomorrow at 9 am is housing lottery!! wooohooo rosenthal south 304 is the new home, though i dont know which room yet, not that that really matters anyway. were gonna have nice big windows. so i have have so much work to do this week, a midterm next monday, a paper due the day after that, a bibliography due in two days, a test on tuesday, and another paper due next week. i just need to settle down and do all of my work tomorrow during the day, which unfortunately means no nap tomorrow, i think its gonna be a library day, and i was actually hoping to go swimming tomorrow too. <br />jr/sr formal was tonight, i wanted to see everyone dressed up, i cant wait till im a junior to go! i love those kind of things<br /><br />things to be happy about:<br />-one more week of lessons, which i actually may need to find a sub for<br />-housing tomorrow and not having to worry!!!<br />-i really like the new manager<br />-2/3 done of the marathon!